That's how Derek and Blue's first book was born. When I chose to submit the manuscript to Loose Id, I already had yaoi-friendly PL Nunn cover art in mind. Needless to say I was excited not only to be accepted for publication but to get the cover art I'd hoped for. PL Nunn captured Derek and Blue perfectly, not only in looks but overall vibe:

As for the title, it's homage to a Sisters of Mercy song and inspired me to name each subsequent title in the series after an 80s tune. (Song titles aren't copyrighted, by the way, just lyrics. That's why the Red Hot Chili Peppers recently challenged the creators of TV show Californication over "trademark" infringement rather than copyright. Yes, you better believe I've researched this!) Anyway... BR1 went on to become my top-selling novel with 3 more installments to follow. Currently, I have at least one more Blue Ruin book to write with at least 2 spinoff stories planned. What a ride it's been!
As luck would have it, page 69 is one of the dirty ones. At this point in the book, Derek and Blue are still getting to know each other as they build on their blossoming relationship. They indulge in all flavors of the BDSM alphabet throughout the story, but in this scene I focused mostly on the D/s aspects with a touch of humiliation courtesy of some "controlled masturbation". Enjoy, and check back next week for page 69 from Blue Ruin 2: Close to Me.
** BLURB **
Derek Graves's desire for the perfect sexual "prisoner" has left him with a dark reputation and a string of jilted lovers. He needs a partner who wants the pleasure and the pain he can give. After his search lands him on the wrong end of the fantasy at the hands of a ruthless predator, Derek returns to his accustomed hunting ground of Blue Ruin with one purpose in mind: revenge.
He gets it, but he also ends up rescuing the predator's next intended victim, a homeless blue-haired waif who is just Derek's type. He brings the incoherent young man home, needing to find out what he saw, and ensure he won't tell anyone. The scenario couldn't be more perfect to service Derek's dominant fantasies.
Shane "Blue" McGowan wakes up groggy, blindfolded, and chained to a stranger's bed. Upon finding himself in luxurious surroundings, the cunning Blue realizes two things: he has no desire to return to a life on the streets, and his handsome captor stirs strange and unfulfilled longings in him.
Manipulating the terms of his own "imprisonment," Blue swings a place to stay in exchange for his silence about a second stranger left beaten and unconscious behind Blue Ruin. To sweeten the deal, Blue agrees to become Derek's submissive. But as their relationship progresses, is Blue truly at Derek's mercy, or is Derek at his?
** PAGE 69 EXCERPT **
"No, you can't turn off the lamp," Derek said. It never ceased to amaze him that someone on intimate terms with his partner could still blush with modesty when made to undress in the light, though Blue's red-faced reticence made the striptease all the more fun to watch.
The necktie free, Blue stared down at the floor and began unbuttoning his shirt. His movements proved too rapid for Derek's taste. He snapped at Blue again. "Slow down. And never take your eyes off me."
Once Blue had shimmied off his pants, he stood, waiting. His pale, perfect body shone like alabaster in the soft glow of the lamp, save for his cock, the glans swollen and red where it brushed his smooth navel.
"Kneel on the bed," Derek said. "Good. Now...I want you to pleasure yourself."
Blue's eyes widened, and in them Derek saw his hesitance and, perhaps, a trace of disappointment. So soon, his precious submissive had already come to expect his master to fulfill his needs.
At the start of the evening, Derek had indeed entertained the notion of restraining Blue once they'd returned home and holding him at the plateau phase for another hour or so. Yet the truth was, despite those three intense days they'd spent together, he had not been with Blue long enough to gauge his lover's response so precisely. Blue best knew his body's limits, and Derek intended to watch and learn how to detect those limits.
"There's nothing to be embarrassed about," he chuckled softly. He flipped open the lube and extended his arm. "We all do it."
Blue's cheeks blazed scarlet as he grudgingly stretched out his left arm. Derek squirted a quarter-sized portion of the clear liquid into Blue's cupped palm, then snapped the lid shut and resumed his casual, crossed-arm pose.
With an underhanded hold, Blue curled the fingers of his dominant hand around the base of his shaft. He made a few tentative strokes, slicking his cock with a wet, sucking sound.
"Yes, nice and slow," Derek coaxed, amused by his lefty partner. "Savor the moment. Oh, and one more thing -- you're not allowed to get yourself off."
** Copyright 2006 by Katrina Strauss
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